It’s only been a few days now,
but I miss you terribly.
Your warm body pressed in to mine.
The stifling sweet taste in the air that followed.
The secure feeling when you’d hold me in your arms.
Just your presence alone,
and feelings of utter bliss.
I’m so glad that I met you.
I am incomplete when you’re away.

And for the millionth and tenth time I opened up my heart to you,
And for the millionth and tenth time you shit in it;
With your dishonesty, betrayal, and disgusting sexual endeavors.
You made me feel like an idiotic 13 year old girl again,
falling for the oldest tricks in the book with my thumb up my ass.
Well best wishes to you her and the baby,
which will probably come out with downs because she’s old as fuck.
Ou, and I hope to never see you again because
If by the time I see you it hasn’t fallen from your pelvis from
being riddled with every STD know to man…
I will cut your dick off, and that’s a promise.

Yours truly,
Chavelle

You always have a knack for just completely destroying
what little of anything I have left in me.
That little thing that keeps me going.
I’m not sure if it’s perseverance, happiness, or what.
All I do know is that you have been endowed with the ability
to just completely obliterate it.
So I just wanted to thank you.
Thank you for lying to me.
Thank you for cheating on me. 
Thank you for the mediocre sex.
Thank you for all the broken promises. 
Thank you for making a complete ass out of me.
Thank you for making me cry as much as you did. 
Thank you for never being there, when I needed you. 
Thank you for dragging my self-esteem through the dirt.
Thank you for shitting on all the chances you begged for. 
Thank you for wasting my time and my hard earned money. 
Thank you for never putting any effort into the relationship.
Thank you for reminding me that people can be fucking shitty.
Thank you for wasting my grandmothers’ time and hard earned money.
Thank you for making me believe that someone could ever give a shit about me.